I started this because I’m frustrated and need to say something, but I’m not really sure what. I don’t know what I hope to get out of it. Writing it out may make me feel worse. We’ll see.
I have nobody in my real life I can talk to – or at least, nobody I’d want to burden with my shit. I’m afraid they’d do what everybody I open up to does and cut me out of their life. My family have been WAY too burdened with my shit already and I can’t bear to see my mother or sister saddened by seeing how fucked up I am right now. So, I blog. Let’s see where it goes (if anywhere)