For so long it’s felt like I needed to bawl my eyes out like a little kid and be cuddled all better by my Mum. But somewhere during the last two years I lost the ability to cry normally. Now I just kinda start crying unexpectedly, usually when someone says something genuinely nice about me. And even when I do that it’s just a few tears, with no big emotional release.
So I just have this feeling all the time.