I got to spend the better part of 2 days with that girl I’m nuts about but can’t be with. On the first day she got a tattoo and for a few hours was squeezing/crushing my hand and snuggling her face in my side during the painful bits. And kissing my hand repeatedly. I’m still coming down days later.
Another weird thing. I say “Lots of love!” when I say goodbye to her, as kind of a “you matter a lot to me” thing but trying not to be too gushing or obvious about how nuts I am for her. She says goodbye to her mother and even her fiancé the exact same way. The way I started saying goodbye to her a little under two months ago.